the birds are singing to calm us down

There are some things that are making me so sure I made the right decision by changing 6th form.

I want to make things. I feel like creating something; I want to paint something that isn't just going to get shut in my art book and put away until some lazy, moody art examiner comes and has a poke around in it and probably flicks straight past things I've spent hours on.

Also, don't Marissa and Ryan in OC just make you wanna throw up? She is so annoying. It's awful, but I was happy when she died. Actually no, it's not awful because it isn't real. Gawddd.